An Artistic Journey

After all you put me through

You’d think I’d despise you

But in the end…

I wanna thank you ’cause you made me that much stronger

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Well I thought I knew you, thinkin’ that you were true

Guess I, I couldn’t trust

Call your bluff

Time is up

‘Cause I’ve had enough

You were there by my side, always down for the ride

But your joy ride just came down in flames

‘Cause your greed sold me out of shame, mhm

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After all of the stealing and cheating

You probably think that I hold resentment for you

But uh uh, oh no, you’re wrong

‘Cause if it wasn’t for all that you tried to do,

I wouldn’t know

Just how capable

I am to pull through

So I wanna say thank you

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‘Cause it

Makes me that much stronger

Makes me work a little bit harder

Makes me that much wiser

So thanks for making me a fighter

Made me learn a little bit faster

Made my skin a little bit thicker

Makes me that much smarter

So thanks for making me a fighter

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Never saw it coming, all of your backstabbing

Just so you could cash in on a good thing before I’d realize your game

I heard you’re goin’ round playin’, the victim now

But don’t even begin feeling I’m the one to blame

‘Cause you dug your own grave

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After all of the fights and the lies ’cause you’re wanting to haunt me

But that won’t work anymore, no more, no no

It’s over

‘Cause if it wasn’t for all of your torture

I wouldn’t know how to be this way now and never back down

So I wanna say thank you

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‘Cause it

Makes me that much stronger

Makes me work a little bit harder

It makes me that much wiser

So thanks for making me a fighter

Made me learn a little bit faster

Made my skin a little bit thicker

Makes me that much smarter

So thanks for making me a fighter

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How could this man I thought I knew

Turn out to be unjust so cruel?

Could only see the good in you

Pretended to not to see the truth

You tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself

Through living in denial

But in the end you’ll see

YOU WON’T STOP ME!!

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I am a fighter and I

I ain’t goin’ stop

There is no turning back

I’ve had ENOUGH

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Makes me that much stronger

Makes me work a little bit harder

It makes me that much wiser

So thanks for making me a fighter

Made me learn a little bit faster

Made my skin a little bit thicker

Makes me that much smarter

So thanks for making me a fighter

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Thought I would forget, but I

I remember…

Cause I remember

I remember!

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I was rummaging through my playlist for songs to build up my spirit so that at least I would get worked up and tired and finally go to sleep. Haha.

And I found Christina’s Aguilera Fighter

Anyways, I liked the lyrics: Girl power mode anyone?

These kinds of lyrics’ are always good when you’re feeling down and stuff. It gets you worked up a little and gets your ego going on a little. No?

Well, just thought I’d share it with my readers.

I’m a sucker for music. So I like to put out my “currently playing” on my playlist. If you have been following my blog, you’d notice.

Anyway, it’s 5:24 AM and why in God’s name am I still up?

It’s been like this like since the fasting month. My body clock is turning upside down.

*sigh*

Okay, so it’s kinda my fault that I’m always sleeping late. But the connection is always so fast at this time of the day. Or morning?

Anyways, papa’s been checking up on me for every 2 hours now and been scolding me to get some sleep (geez, I’m 22 dad! Or at least I’m about to be)

No need to get so worked up on me not sleeping.

It’s not like I can do much if I’m awake during daytime anyway.

I’d rather sleep.

And dream about being with my Edward Cullen (currently have finished reading Eclipse, the third book)

Ha!

I wonder why Edward Cullen reminds me so much of Mr Akib?

Maybe it’s just the way he loves Bella I guess… It’s kinda like the way Mr Akib loves me

That said, I’d rather sleep and dream of him instead.

My soulmate. My dream guy. My everything.

Aw, I miss him so much already now I’m back here and he’s there

I’ll call him in the morning, or late noon for that matter.

Ok, I’m rambling of stupid, stupid things.

Proof that I need to tuck in like immediately now.

Toodles!