An Artistic Journey

So what happened these past few days as I procrastinate myself more even with the internet super-slow connection?

Hmm… Let me see…

Mr Akib came home for a few days last Friday.

We did nothing in particular on Friday but we hung out on Saturday till 3 A.M. at my crib.

Yes, till 3 A.M. and I have parental supervision.

My mother would prefer it if I hang out at home rather than going out until late at night. So, to avoid from being nagged about coming home late, I’d rather stay home anyway.

At least it’s more peaceful for us to talk

And then on Sunday, we both attend Syawal Open Houses around JB and then at night we had a big fight.

On Monday, we went out to Danga Bay and hung out at Danga Bay Beach Club while watching the live band perform there. Fantastic performances by them.

Among other things that we watched there was; Malay, Muslim people drinking beer almost all around us.

I was disgusted to watch them drink.

And we hung out till it was 1 A.M. and he sent me home.

Today, we went out for my break fast (yes, buka puasa) cum dinner. My aunt’s treat. She passed her JPJ driving test this morning and wants to celebrate with her family.

And then after that we went to Jusco Tebrau for a bit, Mr Akib wants to get his phone back from his sister before he goes back to Shah Alam at 11 P.M.

Then we went to Watson’s to get my eyeliner and lip balm since I’m running out of both.

And after that we went to pick his mother up from work at 9 P.M. head for his home and I waited while he packed and we got out at around 10 something and reached Larkin Central at 10.50 P.M. and I bid Mr Akib goodbye with a promise that I’ll be back in Cyberjaya by the end of the week.

**I’m writing in a monotone. It feels stupid. I feel stupid. Heck, you should be feeling like I’m stupid too. Ha ha.**

Anyways, I did something bad. Well not bad per se. More like, something stupid (again? Yeah, with Nanie, there’ll always be stupid, stupid things happening around her).

Now you see, I was under the impression that I’m going back this weekend or Friday to be exact since I’m moving into a new room and I can only do that during office hours.

So I’ve started planning on what to get for the groceries shopping, what to pack since it’s my final two trimesters and I don’t want to have to carry a whole house back to JB and I’ve even planned plans for the weekends like; going picnic with my friends at Ulu Yam and going to watch HSM3 with Mr Akib.

And not until just now that I looked up at my time table and take a look at the Trimester planner did I realise that my classes starts on November 10^th instead of what I thought which was November 3^rd.

I had the date mixed up 10 and 01 because I first thought that I’m going back on the 1^st.

Apparently, my classes start on the 10^th and I’m supposed to go back on 7^th.

Make sense? No? Well just work with me here. I’m too stressed out to explain anyway.

So now, I’ve had everybody and I mean literally everybody on my schedule that I’ll be going back this weekend.

And now that I’ve realised that I won’t be going back this weekend, I’m going to have a difficult situation trying to explain to everyone especially to Mr Akib whom I’ve promised to be in his arms by this Friday.

Aaaannnddd… Now I’ll be missing him so much because I can’t see him this weekend.

*cries*

*sigh*

No, I didn’t cry. I almost did. But I didn’t.

Oh crap. Whatever, Nanie. Just get on with it.

At least now I don’t have to rush into things like; packing, renewing my driving license, shopping for groceries and etcetera etcetera.

Oh well, this is what I get when I’ve no Study Planner (didn’t get the chance to buy it since I was in JB), not going to classes, nor living in the confines area of MMU.

And I’ve never been this… erm… okay; I’ve no word for it. I wanted to use “disorganise”… but I’ve never been THAT organised anyway.

On the bright side, I’ll have more time to prepare myself mentally and physically.

Okay, I’m wiped out.

I’ll see ya when I see ya!

Toodles~

P/S: Internet is still ever f*cking slow. It takes forever just to load the dashboard. I’ll be living boring hell at home if I’m going to stay here another week since I can’t download my favourite series anymore without it hacking my connection speed. F*ck you Celcom Broadband! I’ve been promoting you too much to people to deserve this shitty connection!