Starting over.
It was not easy. It takes a lot of my time and energy and I can proudly say that I am now currently on the mend.

Life has been kind to me so far.
I got a job at a renowned company; TM and no, it’s not because I’m an YTM Loan holder. (I worked my arse off going to interviews and whatnots to get this job!) Mind you, they do not take Loan holders this year for permanent staffing like they do in the previous years. My only guess is due to the downturn of the economy. But as far as I’m concerned, so long as I like what I’m doing (though it has nothing to do with what I studied in varsity), I’m all good.

Work? The induction training was fun. I made a lot (and I do mean a whole lotta them) of really good friends and I love them to bits. Here’s to the Bangsawans and Bangsawatis!

My job scope? I am currently doing Content Management.
And though it has nothing to do with writing (like what I’ve previously thought), surprisingly, I like it.
Except for the fact that my office is on top of the world and just during my first week at work, we had a fire drill and had to climb down 41×2=82 flights of stairs down to the ground floor. But lucky me, I helped an asthmatic girl, so I was stranded at 31st floor ‘till the fire drill was over.

The work is not too heavy. Plus, I get to go out and attend events and press conference and if I get freebies like Stitch (as in Lilo & Stitch) plush toy, Stitch notebook (all original straight from Disney themselves) and free tickets to concerts (Rock the World 9), who’s complaining ‘ey?

Just last Saturday I worked at Rock the World 9 promoting our contents or rather, products since we’re the official sponsor for RTW9. I got in total of 10 free tickets. Though I didn’t enjoy the concert that much due to the rain, work, the crowd and the smell, I enjoyed being there all the same.

Ok ladies, let’s get back to work.
….Now where’s that coffee machine? I’m too sleepy to concentrate.

Toodloo!

Toodloo.

I have been sick for a week now. Was sent to the ER about 2 days ago because asthma was so bad I can hardly stand anymore. The worse asthma that I’ve had so far. In the end, I was given two dosage of Nebulizer to help clear my lungs. Imagine what two dosages of Neb could do to me if one can already make my whole body shake uncontrollably for about at least two days before the shaking subsides. But surprisingly this time, after 2 doses of Neb, the shaking didn’t even last throughout the night and my cough and asthma came back the next morning.

Last night was the hardest because I had a lot on my mind and I was crying half of the night. And to make things worse, my coughing scale went from the yellow line to red. I had to stop myself from crying at some point because I was literally begging for air and life then. It was so hard to try and catch even a single breath.

For a split second I almost thought that I wouldn’t make it through last night because I was literally begging for life…

Tweet 1: Sometimes I feel like I don’t know who you are. Other times, I just couldn’t care less. Cause if I do, I might just end up hurting myself

Tweet 2: And I already did

Tweet 3: How can you hurt me so bad and still make me love you so much at the same time? Is love ever fair at all?

Tweet 4: My heart is breaking with every beat

Tweet 5: You can find cures for heart diseases, but nothing can cure a broken heart

Tweet 6: Who ever said that time will heal these wounds? They only make it worse

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I do not appreciate people sneaking around asking some other people to get stuff from me. If you didn’t get it earlier when you asked for it yourself, that means it’s a big N-O.

I also do not appreciate people who does not apologize properly after making a terrible mistake.

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P/S: Boy, am I glad it wasn’t me.