An Artistic Journey

Last night was the most difficult night that I’ve lived throughout my entire 22 years, 10 months and 29 days of my life.

I have been sick for a week now. Was sent to the ER about 2 days ago because asthma was so bad I can hardly stand anymore. The worse asthma that I’ve had so far. In the end, I was given two dosage of Nebulizer to help clear my lungs. Imagine what two dosages of Neb could do to me if one can already make my whole body shake uncontrollably for about at least two days before the shaking subsides. But surprisingly this time, after 2 doses of Neb, the shaking didn’t even last throughout the night and my cough and asthma came back the next morning.

Last night was the hardest because I had a lot on my mind and I was crying half of the night. And to make things worse, my coughing scale went from the yellow line to red. I had to stop myself from crying at some point because I was literally begging for air and life then. It was so hard to try and catch even a single breath.

For a split second I almost thought that I wouldn’t make it through last night because I was literally begging for life…

Just a little note to you; Grow up lar wei.

You’re all grown up. You’re not in kindergarten anymore.

If you want people to treat you like an adult, then act like one.

I’m sooooooo freaking tired of dramas lah okay.

If you don’t want to respect other people then don’t expect people to give you even one least bit of respect.

On another note, things are okay for now, I guess.

We’ll see how it goes.

Oh, and I saw someone whom I wish to never see around MMU last weekend. Well, at least not ’till I’ve graduated anyway. But who cares, right? I wondered then how did I know it was that particular person? Then I realised that was a little something you would call “instincts”. Guess I could trust my instincts after all, huh.

Plus, note to self, Nanie… Please please please do eat your medications. I know it’s tiring to have to count the hours and the pills and bla bla bleurgh. But, you need to finish those antibiotics for your own good.

As Mr Akib has said, it would be a waste for him to bring you to the clinic and missed his class for it.

So sayang, don’t worry ok dear? I will finish those meds even if it’s the last thing I’d do. LOL.

You know you love me, XOXO… hahahaha okay okayy… I’ll stop that right now.

Cheers!

Toodloo!

What’s with the title? You may ask.

Well that’s because while I was window shopping online (is there even that term for online shopping?)

I stumbled to this shopping blog that sells badges. Cute little statement badges.

I can tell you that some of the statements are witty like:

~ CAUTION! Blonde moments

~ I don’t talk shits, I state FACTS, get the F*CK over IT!

(I like this! haha)

~ If at first you don’t succeed, destroy all evidence that you tried

(Another one of my favourites – used it as my e-mail signature)

~ I Facebook, therefore I get nothing done

(So true, so true… Haha)

~ Automatic Doors make me feel like a JEDI

~ SHORT PEOPLE: Last to get rained on, First to drown

~ Been there, done that, Just can’t remember most of it…

~ Saw it, wanted it, threw a Tantrum - GOT IT

(I love this! Haha)

~ I fear one day I’ll meet God - He’ll sneeze - and I won’t know what to say

~ Procrastinators: Leaders of tomorrow

(We, FCMers can all be the leaders of tomorrow)

~ I took the road less travelled and now I don’t know where the hell I am

(Currenly using it as my YM status)

~ I am fluent in SARCASM

~ I hate bitches but I love me

If you want those badges, you can take a look at it and purchase it here: http://stitchproject.blogspot.com/

On another note…

My shoulder and the back of my neck is starting to hurt again.

It’s getting worse this time. Pulling my neck, my head. I kept having frequent migraines to the extend where I can hardly open my eyes.

Plus, my waist is also hurting. Everytime I turn my body it will hurt.

At this rate, the doctor said it is inadvisable for me to go through with my plan going to the concert.

*sobs*

What can I do?

I have a specialist appointment even on the same day. Might not be able to make it anyway…

Bye bye Avril…