An Artistic Journey

What’s with the title? You may ask.

Well that’s because while I was window shopping online (is there even that term for online shopping?)

I stumbled to this shopping blog that sells badges. Cute little statement badges.

I can tell you that some of the statements are witty like:

~ CAUTION! Blonde moments

~ I don’t talk shits, I state FACTS, get the F*CK over IT!

(I like this! haha)

~ If at first you don’t succeed, destroy all evidence that you tried

(Another one of my favourites – used it as my e-mail signature)

~ I Facebook, therefore I get nothing done

(So true, so true… Haha)

~ Automatic Doors make me feel like a JEDI

~ SHORT PEOPLE: Last to get rained on, First to drown

~ Been there, done that, Just can’t remember most of it…

~ Saw it, wanted it, threw a Tantrum - GOT IT

(I love this! Haha)

~ I fear one day I’ll meet God - He’ll sneeze - and I won’t know what to say

~ Procrastinators: Leaders of tomorrow

(We, FCMers can all be the leaders of tomorrow)

~ I took the road less travelled and now I don’t know where the hell I am

(Currenly using it as my YM status)

~ I am fluent in SARCASM

~ I hate bitches but I love me

If you want those badges, you can take a look at it and purchase it here: http://stitchproject.blogspot.com/

On another note…

My shoulder and the back of my neck is starting to hurt again.

It’s getting worse this time. Pulling my neck, my head. I kept having frequent migraines to the extend where I can hardly open my eyes.

Plus, my waist is also hurting. Everytime I turn my body it will hurt.

At this rate, the doctor said it is inadvisable for me to go through with my plan going to the concert.

*sobs*

What can I do?

I have a specialist appointment even on the same day. Might not be able to make it anyway…

Bye bye Avril…

I’m sick.

Very, very, very sick.

This would be the worse asthma attack that I’ve ever experienced yet in my whole entire life of being an asthmatic.

All because of a fucking selfish guy who just couldn’t stop to think about the welfare of other people for just one fucking second.

I know I promised a Part 2 update. But I’ve been in bed for two freaking days and I can’t even stand properly for one second, let alone type an entry that might possibly take about AT LEAST 3 hours to write. So, I’m really sorry for that. But I promise, as soon as I’m back on my feet, I’ll keep my promise. (A promise to keep a promise? Heh.)

Doc says that everything’s normal. The x-ray, the blood tests, the lungs. So why is it so hard for me to breathe?

I really think the government should change the warning note at the side of the cigarette box to this:

WARNING: YOUR DECISION TO SMOKE TODAY, MIGHT BE A CAUSE TO SOMEONE ELSE’S DEATH OR EVEN YOURS
(who gives a fucking shitloads if you die today or tomorrow right? You’re the one who chooses to smoke so if you wanna die, go die alone. Don’t drag other people into the grave with you), TOMORROW. SO THINK TWICE, BEFORE YOU SMOKE.

Yes, I’m really pissed of.

So don’t ask me why I hate smokers.

Edited

I don’t think people (who doesn’t have asthma) knows what it feels like to be an asthmatic.

I’d give anything to see them try holding their breath every two seconds in 2 whole hours to see how they can manage to live with very little amount of air.

And then have them take puffs from my inhaler and see if they like the taste of each puffs going into their system.

If you’re wondering what in the world is asthma, here’s a little information that I’ve Wiki‘ed’:

Asthma is a chronic condition involving the respiratory system in which the airways occasionally constrict, become inflamed, and are lined with excessive amounts of mucus, often in response to one or more triggers. These episodes may be triggered by such things as exposure to an environmental stimulant, allergen, environmental tobacco smoke, cold or warm air, perfume, pet dander, moist air, exercise or exertion, or emotional stress such as an . In children, the most common triggers are viral illnesses such as those that cause the common cold. This airway narrowing causes symptoms such as wheezing, shortness of breath, chest tightness, and coughing. The airway constriction responds to bronchodilators. Between episodes, most patients feel well but can have mild symptoms and they may remain short of breath after exercise for longer periods of time than the unaffected individual. The symptoms of asthma, which can range from mild to LIFE THREATENING, can usually be controlled with a combination of drugs and environmental changes.

Not enough info there? Not to worry. You can find more here.

Fin.

To the hospital a tad too many times when…

1. When you’re sick and your family wants to send you to the hospital, you already knew that you have to pack. (Clothes, toiletries, food, drinks)
2. You pack because partly you knew the doctors are going to admit you to the hospital eventually.
3. You knew what to expect from the staff at the hospital. (Rude as always)
4. You knew the procedure by heart. (Triage first, then they take your blood,
5. You’ve got nothing better to do while waiting 4 full hours to see the doctor so you complaint about the long hours that you have to wait because you’re practically very ill but you still have to wait for 4 freaking hours to just see the doctor.
6. You start comparing the hospital that you’re in with other hospitals that you have been to. (The services, the food, the nurses, the doctors - Though I think mostly they’re all the same everywhere)
7. You just know that the doctor who’s attending you is bloody idiot the moment you saw her and not to mention the fact that she’s disrespectful to the patients and the patients’ relatives.
8. You’re fully prepared with entertainment to keep you busy while you’re being stuck for God-knows-how-long at the hospital and doing nothing but sleep. (MP3 player, PSP, Books)
9. You also don’t expect people to come to see you because well, apparently you’ve been to the hospital too many times and sometimes, none of them even show up. But it doesn’t matter anyway because you already knew what to expect.
10. You don’t mind being jabbed here and there with needles anymore.
11. You no longer feel uncomfortable with the bed and surroundings. In fact, you feel like home.